Things are-a changin'

Wow, it's been almost 3 months since I've posted. So much has changed and my daughter continues to change daily. New words, new actions, new interests, and growing closer and closer to 2 which can make for some interesting tantrums around our house (along with the never-ending use of the word 'No').

Well, in less than a week we will hopefully be able to see the heartbeat of baby #2. Yup, it's crazy, we're nuts, and this was not really planned, but this time around i'm actually feeling pregnant. Nauseous when I don't eat, bloated, sore boobs, all that good stuff that comes with the first few weeks after you find out you are pregnant. As long as everything continues well with this pregnancy the baby will be due around March 26, so Ellie and her sibling will be around 25 months apart. All I keep thinking is that I won't have 2 in diapers for too long!

I'm still terrified. Terrified that something will be wrong, terrified that we won't be able to afford this baby, terrified of life with two little ones while being the best mommy/wife/employee I can be. I'm really trying to take it easy, relax, and just let God take control. I've signed up for my yoga class which was such a blessing to find while I was pregnant with Ellie, I have a GREAT trainer who is willing to work with me to make sure i'm not doing anything to compromise myself or my baby. And an absolutely amazing husband who is more than thrilled to be adding to our little clan.

So, next Wed is our viability ultrasound and we are hoping for the best. Sure hard not to get all excited and start planning right now, and at the same time it's hard not to distance myself from the situation in case something isn't right. We'll find out more on Wednesday!